My new BON4 has arrived, and I’m securely locked in. Unless something bad happens, my cock is off limits until Monday morning. That’s 84 hours. And I decided that since I’m going to be locked up anyway, I might as well completely shave that region.
Assuming that goes well, then I’m going to start ramping myself up for longer periods. I have this goal of spending the whole month of February locked in my device.
Since I’m self-locked, there could be a great temptation to cheat. I’ve removed that temptation by securing the combination to my key box with Chastity Locked. This way, I can specify minimum and maximum lock times, along with a few options for the community to punish me or show mercy. Because I’m so new at this, I’m limiting the community’s ability to change my settings. This isn’t so much about submission as it is about self control.
One of the questions I asked myself recently is why I’m doing this. It’s not like I’m giving up control of my manhood to another person. The fact of the matter is that I masturbated a ton. And it was becoming a burden to other parts of my life. It wasn’t unreasonable for me to go at it three times a day on weekdays. And on weekends, it was insane. This way, I’m forcing myself to focus on other, more productive aspects of my life. Getting my ass back into the gym is certainly one of them.
That said, I do have a friend that plays in the BDSM scene. We’re supposed to meet up in the next couple of weeks. I certainly wouldn’t object to surrendering my keys to him at some point.
The funny thing about this whole process is that being in chastity is actually quite hot. I don’t think it’s the chastity itself, but rather the fact that I’ve completely given up control of my own cock. There is something quite hot about that.